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Interests: Adam ♥ , ♥ Ana ♥ , Clothes , Movies , Music , Finger nail polish , Shoes , Grave Yards , Long Walks With Adam , Looking at the stars with Adam , Drawing , Coloring , Takeing pictures , Piercings , Tattooz , Socks , Talking , Makeing People Laugh , Writeing , Meeting New People , Sk8boarding , Penguins , Hugs , Holding Hands With Adam , Shinny / Sharp Objects , Trampoline , Reading , Staying Up Late To Talk To Robbie , Smelling Things , Licking Things , Biteing , Belts , Underwear , ♥ Andy Milonakis ♥ && ♥ Bam Margera ♥ ......dont think therez anything else......
Expertise: Loveing Adam More Then Anyone Or Anything Ever.., Being a failure , Makeing enemys , Forgetting things , Makeing myself look stupid , Getting in trouble , Fucking Everything Up....theres bound to be more....


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Thursday, February 02, 2006

 

NEW SITE!

i wont be returning to this one.

http://www.xanga.com/xcross_xmyx_heartx

 

 


Tuesday, January 31, 2006

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Tuesday:
watched movies.
talked to my lastercake.
watched more movies.
did school work.
took Caleb and Gage to school.
came home.
had breakfast with my grandma.
laughed really hard.
layed down with my grandma
and watched The Day After Tommorow
fell asleep [10amizh]
woke up around 3:33pm
[from the phone]
made a wish
fell back to sleep.
woke up at 4:44pm
[from the phone]
made a wish
fell back to sleep.
woke up at 5:34pm
got online.
shower.
ate.
back online.
waiting...

 

As you can see I lied.
I;m not getting a new xanga
well not anytime soon.

 

I;ve been sitting here argueing with my computer for like ever.
I see this icon that sayz "Adam" with a heart.
but that doesnt look like Adam.
 <-- so not my adam.

 <-- so my adam.

no matter how many times he hurts
me, i'll always forgive him. some
call it stupid ; i call it love <3

   

people ask what i see in you, and i laugh and say " everything you don't "

   

when you're down i may not be able
to pick you back up but i promise i'll
be willing to lay right down next to you.

 

& no matter what you do to me,
all you have to say is baby, i'm sorry.
and i melt all over again

 

 

 <---whoa i found adam! -lmao.
just kidding baby i love you-


 

I;m gona go pop some pills , and pass out.
good-night.


 


   

Monday:
slept.
shower.
watched Caleb play ps2
adam showed up.
me & adam & justin rode to hannibal.
picked up brian.
skateboarded.
drove way out in the middle of godknowzwhere.
droped off brian.
drove to my house.
i cut justin's hair.
<faught with my gma>
longish goodbye with adam.
came inside.
ate so much food. <i hate food.>
got online. <where i am now>

   

I think I;m gona make a new xanga.
why?
because i can.
*
i feel like putting quotes.
&&
putting prittyful iconz on.
so thats exactly what im gona do.

 

Turn off the lights, and turn off
the shyness cause all of our
moves make up for the silence.

 

 

 

He sits playing his guitar

& all he plays is my heartbeat

 

   

 

You're the kind of person who makes me punch you, then hug you; scream at you, then laugh; hate you, but love you -- you confuse me but in a way that makes perfect sense to me

 

 

   

 

 

Now I;m gona go watch The Notebook

 

 

 <-- that;s great.

 

 

I Love Adam<3

 

EDIT!!!;;;///-12:03am-

dude i am uber scared. 
i was on this dude;s site , and i left him a comment.
then i read one of his comments -this was the comment-

crazy1 86:hey baby!!!
h0tNsPiCy91: whos dis???
crazy1 86:ur secret admirer!!!!!
h0tNsPiCy91: o really.... quite lyin! whos dis???
crazy1 86:i loved u the first time a stared in your eyes...
crazy1 86:i think about u everyday... you are my dream come true.
crazy1 86: we met once! i dont think u remember tho.
crazy1 86: i cut myself because the pain takes away my feelings of u.
crazy1 86: tonight u will see me some time tonight....
h0tNsPiCy91: ..WHO IS THIS!?!?!?
crazy1 86:dont worry.... ill take very good care of you...

crazy1 86 has signed off.

the girl was so scared she locked alll her doors and windows. she made sure her room was secured. she was so scared if it was a joke or for real. she didnt know when he was going to come. the girl was frighten so she decided to sleep with her little sister. the girl dozed off quikly. then she heards a knock on the window. the girl slowly walked to the window. it started knocking louder. the girl looked through the windows and saw nothing. just some of the tree branches. the girl went back to bed with her sister. the bed was wet and a pretty smells horrid. maybe her sister wet the bed... the girl checked and found blood everywhere. the girl panick. she didnt know what to do. she ran and hid in the closet incase the guy was their for her. while looking through the cracks of the closet the girl saw a shadow. it was dark so she couldnt figure out who it was. she started to get more frighten. the man crept closer to the closet. the girl closed her eyes as if it was a dream. then suddenly he open the closet door and pulled her out. her parents found her dead. she was skinned all the way and was hanged in her sisters closet.

PART 2...

2 years after the the sisters deaths, the her parents got pregnant with a baby boy the girls room became a guest bedroom and the little sisters room where the murder took place became the babys room. the baby grew up to be a secessful kid. one night he was on the computer and got a instant messege

.h0tNsPiCy91:hey lil bro!!!
2seXay4u: who the f is this?
h0tNsPiCy91: its your big sis.
2seXay4u: i never had a sister. im an only child.
2seXay4u:this is some kinda joke huh?
h0tNsPiCy91: mom and dad never told you?
h0tNsPiCy91: i died 15 years ago with your other older sister.
h0tNsPiCy91:we were murdered in your room which was once my little sisters room. she was killed in bed when i was sleeping and i was killed in the closet and skinned to death.
2seXay4u:quite lying. i never had a sister. if i did my parents would tell me. whatever. your stupid.
h0tNsPiCy91: you dont believe me? well if you wanna look in your closet floor.
h0tNsPiCy91: i carved my name, time and date i was being murdered. then i
carved my little sister name.
h0tNsPiCy91: if you dont believe me little brother check the internet. type in ''smith sisters murdered anonymously''.
h0tNsPiCy91: i gtg little brother. i love you. and mom and dad soo much. i cant believe they kept us a secret from you. they should burn in hell.

the boy checked the closet. he saw the carvings. was it true? he surfed the internet and everything was their about the anonymous murder in the house. the next morning the boy went downstairs. it was so queit. maybe mom and dad was sleeping.. hours later the boy found his parents in their closets skinned and hung. then he found more carvings on the ground. it says '' I TOLD YOU I WASNT LYING. LITTLE BROTHER, I LOVED MOM AND DAD.... BUT THEY KEPT ME A SECRET. I CANT BELIVE IT. WELL IM FREE FROM THIS COLD WORLD. I WONT HURT YOU LIKE HOW THEY DIED. I LOVE YOU!

LISA SMITH ''

this is a death chain. if you dont send this in the next hour the parents will kill you at night. they will kill you like how they and the sisters were killed. good luck!!! >send this to 10 ppl in the next 5 mins.........
>and........
>u will get kissed on friday by da luv of ur life....
>DONT BREAK THE chain!
>ur crush will ask u out.
>2morow will b da best day of ur life.
>Howeva, if u dont send this 2 @ least 10 ppl
>by @ least 12:00 2nite u willhave bad luck in ur luv life 4 da rest of ur >life.

*
--i finished at 11:59 , then i said "thats retarded who would pass that on?" AND I LOOK AT THE CLOCK AND ITS MIDNIGHT!!! then i hear a knock on my window!!! & i live n the country , so who the fuck would come out here and knock on my window n the cold!? ...im trippn so bad , so i;m passing that on thru my update instead of single commentz. Pass it on , i;m not fucking kidding!!--

END EDIT;;/ 12:06am


Sunday, January 29, 2006

THE XTAIN SONG THAT WAS ON MY SITE , WAS NOT PUT ON THERE BY ME. IF YOU KNO ME , YOU;D KNO I DONT LISTEN TO THAT BIBLE THUMPIN' SHIT.

Saturday:
momz.
home.
momz.
hardeez. <saw this clown lookn dude and got scared>
Dollar Store.
Casey's <saw shawn.>
Hannibal.
Picked up Candace
Uncle Michaelz
Argued with my gma
Went to Cale's
Me & Candace & Keyondra & Cale hung out and watched The Island and caught up on things...
We took Keyondra to Billz.
Cale took us to my house.
Hung out - computer - tv - ice cream - laughing - tv
-sleep.

Sunday::
got up.
took Candace home.
Uncle Michaelz
Home.
Shower.
Adam & Justin show up.
Get Ready
Call Candace
Leave.
Picked up Candace
Wal*Mart <met a guy named Cody , and talked to Jason Murphy>
Left.
GasStation
Loverz Leap.
Took Candace Home.
Pretty great ride home..
Nice / Short. Goodbye.
Came Inside.
Dissapointed. <i;ll live.>
Got Online
&& I;m Waiting.

 

-;;Every girl has a bit of SLUT in her , when it comes to him ;;-

-;/ She say's she doesn't care...
but the look in her eyes
and the tone of her voice
tell a completely different story ;/-

 

 


Saturday, January 28, 2006

   

&&it's that sudden moment
when your heart beats real fast
because it hits you;; he really loves you

i couldn't tell you, but im telling you now;;
just let me hold you while you're falling apart.
Just let me hold you &&we'll both fall down. .  .
fall on me;;tell me everything you want me to be

it's when the world stops
but my heart is still beating fast
or when nothing else matters
but you're lips over mine
it's the love i can't escape
&&the feelings i'd kill to keep

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I Love Adam <3

 

 



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